A 20-August-2005 Thought

Most of the time, when you've kept pushing on and you've grown tired, you gotta rest. Other times, you just got to wake up.

Carrion

"My feel for you boy... is decaying in front of me... like the carrion of a murdered prey...."

Can't get the song out of my head. All day I thought, I'm done. Enough already. The waiting is almost over... Fiona Apple is releasing her third album.

I guess music gets me more excited than people do.

So long, cocksuckers! (I really feel like cursing today.)

"Hunger hurts... and I want him so bad oh it kills 'cuz I know I'm a mess and he don't wanna clean up..."